this is what i brought you, this you can keep...

i hate work. i hate life.

i feel like thanksgiving break can't come soon enough- i really want a break from all the work i have to do. but at the same time i want to finish as much as possible before i leave houston, because i can't work on my studio project in austin. but it's not like i'll really have a break because i'm gonna be working and painting and doing three of the projects i can take home while i'm there. so i won't actually be relaxing at all. i want the break to be long enough that i can do all that work and have some relxation time as well, but i want to cut it off early so i can get back to houston and finish the projects i can't take away with me- namely, studio and structures. and it can't be a long break because every day that i'm not here in houston working is one day less that i have to work on those projects, but it's also one day closer to the last day of class, which i want to come as fast as possible.

it's all one big huge tangled mess. time is going by too quickly right now, but i'm longing for the end to come sooner. wow, that sounded morbid.

*weeps*