i hate my life

i am so~o sick right now. i didn't go to school today, and that knowing how un-worth-it missing school can be, even when sick. today was an a-day, which means tomorrow is a b-day, which means i absolutely have to go to school tomorrow, which sucks. *seppuku* i was hoping to get some work done today, catch up on school work, clean my room, etc. so of course i ended up sleeping, coughing, and drinking tea the whole day and got absolutely nothing done until about 6pm, when my family was home and i absolutely couldn't afford to not start doing homework. my mom made me soup and gave me meds, which was awesome because i could actually breathe after that instead of having this lump of pressure in my lungs. caitlin said i sounded like jyuu-chan on the phone, which if you watch bleach, then yeah, that's about how it felt, sans the coughing-up-blood. tea is a godsend. so i feel really rested physically, but i still just want to curl up in my bed and frickin die already, dang it. or at least sleep some more. but i can't, because i have to do all my homework for tomorrow (calculus=bane of my existence) and catch up on everything i missed today (notes; quiz; timed essay; reading; uil music; stuco), and get prepared for the quiz (english) and test (gov't)(f***) on wednesday. and i should pro'ly be looking at schollege stuff too. i need to get someone to work my shift tomorrow, cause infecting (senile) old people=kicking (ugly) puppies. i missed krav today!!!! i just realized this, and okay, my day sucks way worse now. >_< but i have great friends, b/c andy (and melissa) came to see me and melissa emailed me notes and caitlin called me. so, that's cool. *crawls away to die gratefully*