and i was thinking, but i was thinking.....

[myurbandream]

but we'd been drinking and it never got me anywhere, no....

i feel kind of queasy. and i don't know what the sun thinks it's doing over the horizon right now. i haven't slept yet, so it's obviously still friday. yeesh! *exasperated* seriously, just because i ate breakfast and i've been in studio for over twelve hours, that's no reason for it to be saturday.

/sarcasm. srsly tho, after i went with jim to meet his friend liz in huntsville or wherever, we came back to campus and i went straight to studio. melissa, hannah, and i stayed the whole night and left at 6.30am to get breakfast at le madeleine's, which cost me 20 bucks but was the most delicious, healthy, and filling breakfast i have EVER eaten in my entire life.

and now the tiredness is setting in. when christo left at 4am it felt like it was maybe midnight or so- this may have been due to the nap i took at liz's house on friday afternoon. by 6am my body was acknowledging that it was maybe after midnight on its own clock, but it was still going strong. now my body is saying 'alright, you ate this big meal and you've been working for twelve hours, and you want me to keep going? you're nuts.'

but i'm making progress on my model. it looks AWESOME. i'm so proud of this thing, and it's only half done. the sad part is that i need to finish it by tonight so i can sleep, sing at church on sunday morning, and start my research for the pols paper i have due on monday. joy.

oh, lord, school can be difficult.

Konstantine (Room To Live)
i can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and i don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping in between
you and your big
dreams
it's always you in my big dreams
and you tell me that it's over
i wake up lying in a patch of four-leaf clover
and you're restless
and i'm naked
you gotta get out, you can't stand to see me shakin'
no
would you let me go
i didn't think so
and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasant
interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
cause you're afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had
crashed
and it did
because of me
and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that you're alone
and i'm sleeping in your living room
but we don't have much room
to live
and i had these dreams in them i learn to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that i could take you there
but damnit you're so young
well i don't think i care
and if i hurt you
then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy
and then you'd bring me home
cause we both know what it's like to be alone, no
and i'm dreaming in your living room
but we don't have much room
to live
and constantine is walking down the stairs
doesn't she look good
standing in her underwear
and i was thinkin', but i was thinkin'
but we'd been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere
my constantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do was touch her
long blonde hair
and i been thinking
it hurts me thinking that these nights when we were drinking
no they never got us anywhere
no
...

Comments

[catc10.livejournal.com]

*pets your head and attempts to hum a lullaby*
Plz Dnt Die, K Thx.
EM

[jen-chan13.livejournal.com]

em? *snorts* i promise not to die... too much. ^/____^

[blackswan158.livejournal.com]

Bad Jenny! The body needs rest too ya know? ...but at least the projects going well... sometimes I wish that I had your dedication, but when I have to choose between school and sleep, sleep normally wins, lol!

[jen-chan13.livejournal.com]

bah! i'm an architect. i can sleep when i'm dead. *grins* which i kind of feel like right now. but for anything else, sleep wins, hands down. i'm the sleep-monster. rarr!!!